It happened when I was eight. The oldest of four girls, a tiny battalion of pigtails and skinned knees. Our mother was gone, taken by an aggressive illness that had left us reeling, but together. We still had him. Our dad. He was all we had left.
Then one morning, he sat us down at the rickety kitchen table. The same table where Mom used to bake cookies. The air felt thick, heavy, like before a thunderstorm. He didn’t look at us, not really. He looked past us, at something only he could see. He said, with a voice devoid of emotion, that he was sending us to live with Grandma. Forever.
“But why, Dad?” My little sister, barely five, asked, her voice a tiny, confused chirp.He finally looked at us then, his eyes hard. “I need a son,” he stated. “To carry on the name. To… to be a man.” He practically spat the last part, as if being surrounded by girls was a disease. “I can’t raise a house full of women.”
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My world shattered. Not into a million pieces, but into one giant, gaping hole. The kind of hole that yawns in your chest and swallows everything good. He wanted a son. And because we weren’t, we were disposable. We were surplus. We were shipped off, like unwanted baggage, to Grandma’s tiny house three states away.
Grandma was a saint. A force of nature in a floral apron. She took us in, all four of us, and turned her two-bedroom cottage into a fortress of love. It wasn’t easy. There were late nights where she cried silently into her hands after we were asleep, and mornings where the breakfast was meager. But she never let us feel like a burden. She taught us to be strong, to rely on each other. My sisters, each unique and brilliant in their own way, became my world. My rock. My purpose.
He never called. Not for birthdays. Not for Christmas. We sent him cards, dictated by Grandma, filled with childish drawings and hopeful messages. They always came back marked “Return to Sender.” It became a game, then a heartbreaking ritual, and finally, a forgotten pain.
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But beneath the forgotten pain, a fire burned. A cold, steady flame of determination. He wanted a son? Fine. We would become everything he thought a son should be, and more. We would achieve things he could only dream of. We would build legacies. And one day, I swore, I would make him regret the day he chose a phantom son over his flesh-and-blood daughters.
My sisters and I scattered after high school, but our bond remained unbreakable. Clara became a brilliant surgeon, saving lives with hands as steady as her resolve. Elara, the artist, painted worlds onto canvases, her work celebrated in galleries across the country. My youngest sister, Sarah, became a fierce advocate for children’s rights, her voice a beacon for the vulnerable.
And me? I built an empire. From nothing. Starting with a single, borrowed loan and an idea, I worked myself to the bone, through sleepless nights and endless days. I scaled corporate ladders, shattered glass ceilings, and founded a company that redefined an entire industry. I became wealthy. Powerful. Respected. Everything he ever thought a “man” should be, I became. Without him.
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Years turned into decades. We heard whispers about him – a mediocre life, a small business that failed, a string of forgettable relationships. He never found his “son.” Or so we thought. And the thought fueled my quiet vengeance.
Then, about a year ago, I received a call. From a small-town hospital. He was ill. Dying. He’d listed me as his next of kin. Probably a desperate mistake, a last-ditch effort for someone to take care of his affairs.
This was it. My chance. I flew out, not out of love, but out of a perverse sense of duty and the burning desire for him to see what he’d thrown away. I walked into his hospital room, wearing a tailored suit, my confidence radiating like a force field. He was a shadow of the man who had cast us aside. Frail, with hollow eyes that still, somehow, refused to meet mine directly.
“You called,” I stated, my voice even, devoid of the emotion churning inside me.
He coughed, a rattling sound. “I… I knew you’d come.”
“Did you?” I asked, a bitter smile playing on my lips. “Did you know that Clara is a Chief of Surgery at a top hospital? Did you know Elara’s work just headlined the national art museum? Did you know Sarah just argued a landmark case before the Supreme Court?” I paused, letting each achievement hang in the air like a hammer blow. “And me? I’m the CEO of [my company’s name, unspoken, but implied by my demeanor and confidence]. We built all of this. Without you. Because you wanted a son.“
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His eyes finally flickered up to mine, filled with something I hadn’t seen before. Not anger. Not pride. It was a raw, primal agony. “I know,” he rasped, his voice barely a whisper. “I know what you all became. And you’re right. I regret it.”
A wave of triumph washed over me. It tasted sweet, like pure vindication. Finally. He regretted it. All those years of pain, all those sleepless nights, all those unanswered calls. It was worth it.
He struggled to sit up, his gaze distant, haunted. “But you don’t know why, do you?”
My triumph faltered. “Why? Because you were a selfish coward who couldn’t handle daughters.”
He shook his head slowly. “No. That’s what I told myself. What I told everyone.” He took a shuddering breath, his chest rattling. “Our family… the men… they all die young. From a sickness. A curse, my father called it. It attacks the blood. Wastes them away.”
I stared, baffled. What was he talking about?
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“My father died at 35. His father, at 30. My great-grandfather, 32. All of them. After they have a son.” His eyes were wide, terrified. “I thought… I thought if I had a son, I could break it. Find a cure. Prevent it.” He swallowed hard. “I tried with your mother. But she gave me daughters. Four healthy, beautiful daughters. And I was… I was afraid. TERRIFIED. If I had a son with her, it would be a death sentence. And if I stayed, what if it passed through the girls? What if they carried it?”
“So you abandoned us?” My voice was barely a croak.
He whimpered. “I started over. With another woman. And I got my wish.” His eyes filled with tears, real tears, not the bitter kind I’d imagined. “I had a son. A beautiful boy. Named him after my father.”
He paused, a long, agonizing silence. The air in the room grew colder, denser, suffocating. My heart began to pound against my ribs. No. Please, no.
“He died last year,” he choked out, his voice breaking into a gut-wrenching sob. “He was 34. Just like them. The curse… it got him too. I abandoned you girls… for a ghost. For a life I couldn’t save.”
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I stood there, frozen. My entire life, my burning ambition, my fierce desire for him to regret abandoning us for “a son,” had been built on a lie. A terrifying, heartbreaking, genetic secret.
He didn’t abandon us because we were girls he didn’t want.
He abandoned us because he was trying to save us from a curse he couldn’t break, a curse that stole every male heir, a curse that ultimately claimed the very son he’d abandoned us to find.
My triumph turned to ash. The vindication I’d craved was replaced by a hollow ache, infinitely deeper than any wound he’d inflicted before. The man who had ruined my childhood, the man I’d spent decades trying to spite, had been living a silent, tormented tragedy all his own. And his deepest regret wasn’t just losing us. It was losing everything, including the son he sacrificed his family to get, to a fate he couldn’t escape.
I wanted him to regret it. And he did. But not in the way I ever imagined. NOT IN THE WAY I WANTED. And in that moment, seeing the crushing weight of his ultimate failure, I realized that his heartbreak was far greater than my own. And it was too late for either of us to fix anything.
