My son brought her home for Sunday dinner, and my heart swelled. She was radiant, all bright smiles and easy laughter. Everything I’d ever wished for him – kind, intelligent, full of life. He looked at her like she hung the moon, and I felt a pang of nostalgic warmth, remembering that feeling myself, so long ago. She was perfect. Too perfect, perhaps? I dismissed the thought immediately. Just a mother’s natural protectiveness, I told myself.
My husband was charming, as he always is with new people. He made her laugh, told a few of his well-worn stories, and she listened with genuine interest. I caught his eye once across the table, and he gave me a reassuring nod, a shared moment of parental pride. Or so I thought. Looking back, was there a flicker there? A moment of something I couldn’t quite place? I brushed it off. We were happy. Our son was happy. This was good.
She became a regular fixture. Dinners, movie nights, casual weekend brunches. She fit seamlessly into our lives. My son was thriving, truly. And honestly, I grew to adore her. She was thoughtful, she listened, she even brought me a rare orchid once, just because she remembered I mentioned liking them. I felt like I had gained a daughter. My husband, too, seemed to enjoy her presence. He’d engage her in conversations about her work, her interests, sometimes for long stretches after dinner, while my son and I tidied up the kitchen. They seemed to have a lot in common.
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The first real crack appeared subtly, almost imperceptibly. We were all gathered in the living room, flipping through old photo albums my son had dug out. He was showing her pictures of him as a baby, embarrassing childhood moments. We came across a photo of our wedding day. I remember telling her the story of how my husband and I met, the quaint little cafe, the rainy afternoon. She smiled, a little too brightly, I thought.
“Oh,” she said, her voice a touch too casual, “you were telling me about that place, weren’t you?” She looked directly at my husband. “How you used to go there for coffee sometimes, to think.”
My breath hitched. He cleared his throat. “Did I? Must have mentioned it years ago.” He laughed, a short, sharp sound. “Small world, huh?”
My son just shrugged, engrossed in the next picture. But my internal alarm bells were starting to ring. How would she know that particular, mundane detail about him, from years ago? I tried to rationalize it. Maybe he mentioned it in passing to her, once, when talking about life. But it felt… specific. And his reaction, that little jolt, that forced laugh. It felt off.
A few weeks later, the confession came, not in a whispered secret, but openly, casually, as if it were nothing at all. We were having dinner, a celebratory meal for some minor achievement of my husband’s at work. She raised her glass.
“To you,” she said, her eyes twinkling as she looked at him, not me. “It’s incredible to see how far you’ve come. I remember when you were just starting out, all those years ago. You’ve really built something amazing.“
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The words hung in the air. My son frowned, a slight quizzical look on his face. “What do you mean, ‘when he was just starting out’? You’ve known him that long?”
She giggled. “Oh, didn’t you know? We go way back.” She looked at me then, a direct, unwavering gaze. “He was a mentor of sorts. I was just a kid, really, fresh out of university, looking for my first big break. He helped me get my foot in the door.”
My husband, usually so quick with a quip, was silent. His face was pale. My blood ran cold. A mentor? A kid fresh out of university? That timeframe didn’t make sense. Not with how established he was when our son was born, not with the narrative we had always shared. I forced a smile. “Really? I never knew that, honey. You never mentioned it.”
He finally spoke, his voice tight. “It was… a long time ago. Nothing significant. Just a brief period of work overlap. She was very bright.” He kept his eyes on his plate.
But the words “we go way back” echoed in my mind. Not “he helped me with a job once.” Not “we briefly worked together.” “We go way back.” The casualness of it, the shared intimacy implied by that phrase. It was chilling.
From that moment on, I started seeing everything through a different lens. My husband’s slightly too-long gazes at her, the subtle way she’d touch his arm when she laughed, the private jokes that only they understood. My son was oblivious, head-over-heels in love. He thought I was being irrational, maybe even a little jealous of his happiness. He’d say, “Mom, she’s wonderful! Why are you always questioning things?” He couldn’t see it. Or maybe he just didn’t want to.
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I started digging. Not openly, not like a detective, but in quiet moments. Old photo albums, like the one we’d looked at. I found a picture of my husband at a company gala, an event he went to alone years ago, claiming I was sick. And there, in the background, out of focus but undeniably her. Younger, yes, but unmistakable. She wasn’t an intern. She was dressed elegantly, standing near him, laughing with a group.
Then, the final, crushing blow. Hidden in a box of old tax documents, beneath a stack of his business cards, I found it. A small, worn leather-bound diary. His handwriting. I knew it instantly. I opened it, trembling, my fingers fumbling. I told myself I was crazy, that it would be nothing. But then I saw the dates. Dates from a period when our marriage had been strained, when he’d been “working late” constantly. And then I saw her name. Not just her name, but pet names. Affectionate descriptions. Long passages of longing. And then, a brutal, gut-wrenching entry:
“She’s perfect. Young, vibrant. She understands me in a way you don’t anymore. I shouldn’t. But I can’t stop. She wants more. She deserves more. And God help me, I want to give it to her. But my family… my son…”
I kept reading, my vision blurring, my heart hammering against my ribs. And there it was. Not just an affair. Not just a fling. But a relationship that spanned years. Years. During our marriage. While I was raising our son. And the final, sickening twist, the one that made me want to scream until my throat tore:
“She left. Said she couldn’t be just a secret. Said she needed to find her own way, her own happiness. It’s for the best. For everyone. But a part of me aches. I told her I’d always be there for her. Always part of her life, somehow.”
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And then, a later entry, just a few years ago: “She reached out. Said she saw our son. Said he was handsome. Said she always wondered. My God. What have I done?”
It all clicked. The casual “we go way back.” The “mentor” story. The way she looked at him, and he at her. It wasn’t just that they knew each other. It wasn’t just an old affair. It was him. She wasn’t just his girlfriend, she was HIS MISTRESS. And now, she was my son’s girlfriend.
He didn’t just cheat on me. He lied for years. And then, he allowed the woman he cheated with, the woman he apparently still carried a torch for, to become intimately involved with our son.
I looked at the diary again, then at the photo of her at the gala, then back at the wedding picture. All those years. My life, built on a lie. My son, innocent and happy, caught in a web so twisted and dark I can barely comprehend it.
I feel numb. I feel rage. I feel a grief so profound it’s like a physical wound. My son loves her. He brings her to our house, holds her hand, talks about a future. And I have to sit there, smile, pretend. Pretend that his girlfriend isn’t the ghost of my husband’s betrayal, resurrected and living in our home.
I don’t know what to do. Tell him? Destroy his heart, unravel his entire world, expose his father for the monster he is? Or keep this secret, allowing this abomination to continue, watching her move deeper and deeper into our family, knowing her connection to the man I married?
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My son’s happiness is built on sand. And I am the only one who sees the Tsunami coming. I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
