I was a ghost haunting my own life. A shattered mess of a person, left in the wake of a betrayal that had ripped my world apart, leaving nothing but grey dust and the bitter taste of loneliness. I didn’t eat. I barely slept. The days bled into weeks, each one a testament to my profound, agonizing emptiness. I was just existing, waiting for the slow fade to become permanent.
Then, he came into my life. A tiny, trembling ball of fur, all gangly paws and wide, trusting eyes. He was a rescue, just like me in a way. He needed love, and in return, he taught me how to feel again. He nudged my hand for a scratch, his soft fur a balm against my perpetually raw nerves. He’d rest his head on my lap, his steady breath a quiet rhythm that began to replace the frantic hammering of my own heart.
He was my shadow. My therapist. My reason to breathe. I named him ‘Hope,’ though I never used it out loud. To me, he was just… my boy. He brought color back to my world, made the silence bearable, then eventually, beautiful. He SAVED me.
In 2004, Lewis appeared wide-eyed and gap-toothed as Neville Longbottom in the early days of the “Harry Potter” franchise.
That’s when I met her. She was magnetic, charming, vibrant. She laughed easily, told incredible stories, and for the first time in forever, I felt a flicker of something new, something hopeful, beyond the quiet solace of my boy. She loved him, too, or so I thought. She’d play with him, snuggle him on the couch, call him “our little man.” I saw what I wanted to see.
The cracks started subtly. A casual dismissal of my feelings. A suggestion that my bond with my boy was “a bit much.” Her opinions were always facts. Her needs always paramount. Her subtle manipulations, her way of ensuring everything revolved around her. The entitlement was a slow drip, eroding away at my self-worth, making me doubt my own perceptions. But she was so good at making me feel like I was the problem, I was too sensitive, I was asking too much.
By 2015, Lewis had completed one of the most talked-about glow-ups in Hollywood.
The breakup, when it finally came, was a scorched-earth event. An explosion of accusations and recriminations, fueled by her self-righteous anger. She left me feeling like I was nothing, utterly worthless, deserving of every ounce of pain she inflicted. But amidst the debris of my shattered relationship, I still had him. My boy. He was my anchor in the storm, my unwavering comfort. I clung to him like a shipwrecked sailor to a buoy, his familiar presence the only thing that kept me from drowning completely.
A week later, I came home from work. The silence hit me first. That particular, heavy silence that only an empty house can hold. I called his name. Once. Twice. Panic began to prickle at my skin. I searched every room, my voice growing hoarse. His favorite toy was gone from the floor. His bed, empty. My heart began to pound a frantic, terrifying rhythm.
Then I saw it. A single note, carelessly scrawled on a napkin on the kitchen counter. Her handwriting. “He’s better off with me. You’re too unstable. I’m doing what’s best for him.”
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The air left my lungs. My world went dark again, but this time, it was a deeper, colder black. SHE TOOK HIM. My boy. My savior. My reason to live. She stole the only piece of light I had left.
I called her. Again and again. Nothing. Voicemail. I drove to her apartment, hammered on the door, screaming. NO ANSWER. The neighbors peered out their windows, judging. I didn’t care. I was a rabid animal, stripped of its cub. The police just said it was a “civil matter,” that I needed to prove ownership, that it was complicated. Complicated? SHE STOLE MY LIFE!
My grief was different this time. It wasn’t the dull ache of a broken heart. It was a searing, white-hot fury. A desperate, primal need for justice. She thought I was unstable? She thought she could just take what was mine, what was sacred? She would regret it. I swore it. I would make her pay. I would make her regret touching the one thing that truly mattered in my broken existence.
I started digging. I remembered the casual hints, the offhand comments she’d made about her family, her work. The careful image she cultivated online. I knew her vulnerabilities. I knew the secrets she tried so hard to keep hidden behind that perfect, entitled facade. I used every ounce of my pain, every sleepless night, every tear, to fuel my hunt.
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Her family had a history. A very specific, very scandalous one, involving something she’d gone to great lengths to cover up to protect her reputation in her high-flying career. A significant financial impropriety that she herself had, by association, benefited from and helped conceal. She was complicit, even if indirectly. The proof was hidden deep in old news archives, dusty local government records, and a few carefully-worded emails I managed to unearth from an old shared cloud account.
I gathered everything. Compiled it. Structured it into an undeniable narrative. A cold, hard exposé of hypocrisy and deceit. And then, with a shaking hand and a grim, resolute heart, I sent it. Not to the police. Not to her. I sent it to every major publication, every influential online personality, every industry watchdog that might care about a high-profile figure with a meticulously crafted, utterly false, public image.
And I watched.
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I watched her world implode. The headlines screamed. The comments sections erupted. Her company issued a statement, then another, then she was gone. Her carefully curated life, her reputation, her wealth, her future – ALL OF IT COLLAPSED. It was beautiful and terrible to behold. A grim satisfaction curled in my gut. I had made her regret it. I had destroyed her.
But he still wasn’t back. The silence in my house remained. My hollow victory felt… empty. Was it worth it? I questioned, staring at the phone, willing it to ring with news.
Then, a few months later, a mutual acquaintance reached out. Someone I hadn’t spoken to since before the breakup. Their voice was hesitant, laced with an uncomfortable pity.
“I heard what you did to her,” they said quietly. “You really destroyed her, didn’t you?”
I just hummed, a bitter triumph in my throat. “She deserved it.”
In 2000, Muniz was all smiles and spiky hair as the breakout star of “Malcolm in the Middle.
“Maybe,” they sighed. “But you didn’t know… about the other thing, did you?”
My blood ran cold. What other thing?
“She was desperate. That’s why she took him. She found out he had… a very rare, very aggressive type of cancer. It was spreading fast. The vets here, they couldn’t do much. But she knew this specialist, internationally renowned, who had a breakthrough treatment. In another country. It was incredibly expensive. She was mortgaging everything, liquidating assets, trying to scrape together every penny, just to fly him there, to give him a chance.”
My mind reeled. This couldn’t be true. She was evil. She was entitled. She just wanted to hurt me.
“She called me, crying, before she left. She said she was trying to protect him, to save him. She thought you weren’t strong enough to handle the truth, the pain, the cost. She told me… she actually thought you were still too fragile from the last breakup, that finding out about the cancer would break you completely. So she took him, planning to bring him back, healthy, or at least at peace, when it was all over.”
By 2025, Muniz had swapped soundstages for speedways. Suited up in a full racing jumpsuit branded with “Ford Performance,
My hands started to tremble.
“And then you… you ruined everything. You exposed her. She lost everything she had. Her career, her reputation, her money. She lost the ability to get him the treatment. She had to sell her home to pay for legal fees, just to fight the fallout. She couldn’t even afford his palliative care after that, let alone the specialist.”
A choked sob escaped me. My stomach lurched.
“He died,” the acquaintance whispered, their voice heavy. “He died alone, in a small, cramped apartment, because she couldn’t afford to get him the proper care anymore. She said she held him until his last breath. She swore she was doing it for him, that she just wanted to save him. And you… you took that away.”
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The phone slipped from my grasp, clattering to the floor. The world didn’t go dark this time. It shattered into a million jagged pieces, each one a mirror reflecting my own monstrous face. I hadn’t gotten justice. I hadn’t made her regret it. I had caused the very thing I feared most. I had destroyed the one life that mattered, the only thing that had ever truly loved me, because of my own blind, unforgiving rage.
I killed my savior.
