The pain came in waves. Not just a dull ache, but a sharp, twisting claw in my gut, dragging me down. I’d never felt anything like it. One moment I was laughing, dinner warm in my belly, the next I was doubled over, gasping for air, clutching the kitchen counter. My partner, ever the calm in my storm, had me in the car and at the emergency room before I could even fully process the fear clawing at my throat.
The hospital. That sterile smell. The endless hum of fluorescent lights. It’s a place designed to make you feel vulnerable, small. I lay on a gurney, a plastic bracelet tight on my wrist, staring at the ceiling tiles, each one a different shade of off-white. My partner sat beside me, holding my hand, whispering reassurances. You’ll be okay. It’s probably just something you ate. We’ll get through this. Their presence was a steady anchor in a sea of dread.
Hours bled into each other. Tests. Pokes. Prods. Blood work. Scans. Each procedure a new layer of anxiety. The doctors were vague, their faces unreadable. We just need to rule a few things out. We’ll have results soon. My mind raced, conjuring worst-case scenarios. A burst appendix? Something much, much worse? I could feel my partner’s worry, too, a silent tremor passing between our clasped hands.
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Then, a nurse bustled in, clipboard in hand, a harried look on her face. She peered at me over her glasses. “Excuse me, are you here for Ms. Eleanor Vance?”
I blinked. “No, I’m not. I’m here for myself.” Who is Eleanor Vance?
The nurse frowned, scanning her clipboard again. “Ah, my apologies. Wrong room. You just… look like her sister. We’re looking for a relative for her. She’s in for quite the predicament. We need to discuss her treatment options, and her emergency contact isn’t responding.” She gave a little exasperated huff. “Honestly, some people.” She turned to leave, then hesitated, a small, wry smile playing on her lips. “Though, it’s a story. You wouldn’t believe it. She swallowed a full set of dentures. Drunk bet. Can you imagine?”
I stared, a flicker of bewildered amusement cutting through my fear. Dentures? A drunk bet? It was so absurd, so utterly out of left field, that a tiny, almost-laugh escaped me. It was a bizarre, unexpected moment of levity in the overwhelming fear. The nurse chuckled softly, shook her head, and finally departed.
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My partner squeezed my hand. “Dentures? Wow. Some people really know how to live.” They offered a small smile, a shared moment of incredulity. The tension in the room, for a fleeting second, eased. I found myself imagining the situation, a brief, mental escape from my own impending doom. What kind of person swallows dentures?
But then, another nurse came in, this one younger, gentler. She was carrying a thick folder. “Excuse me,” she said, looking directly at me. “We found a relative of Ms. Vance in the waiting room. Are you…?”
“No,” I interrupted, a little more firmly this time. “I’m not. I think there’s a mix-up.”
The young nurse looked genuinely distressed. “Oh, my goodness, I am so sorry. We are having a terrible day with paperwork. It’s just, Ms. Vance is about to deliver, and her partner is unreachable, and we really need someone to authorize—”
My heart froze. Ms. Vance. Delivering. Partner unreachable.
Wait. Delivering?
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The young nurse continued, flipping through the file. “—and since she’s claiming she doesn’t know the father’s last name, and her emergency contact listed is quite sparse, just a first name and a cell number… it’s proving difficult. But she has this very distinct tattoo on her arm. A tribal sun, with a date underneath it.” She pointed to a picture in the file, her finger hovering over a blurry image of an arm. “That’s what made me think it was you, her family member. You have similar skin tone and hair.”
My eyes, unbidden, flickered to the arm in the picture. The tribal sun. The date.
I knew that tattoo.
My partner, sitting next to me, had that exact tattoo. A secret, silly tattoo they got in college. A tribal sun with a date. Their birthday.
No. NO.
My partner had their hand still intertwined with mine, warm and solid. My gaze snapped from the nurse’s file to their face. They looked at me, a soft, concerned expression in their eyes. Had they heard?
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“And her emergency contact,” the young nurse continued, still oblivious to the earthquake she was causing, “is listed as ‘[My Partner’s First Name]’ with the number we have on file for him. It’s odd, because he’s listed as her partner, not just a contact, and usually they’re right there…”
The world tilted. The sterile hospital room spun. My own pain, my own fear for my health, vanished, obliterated by a tidal wave of ice-cold dread.
DELIVERING.
MY PARTNER’S NAME.
HIS NUMBER.
HIS TATTOO.
I pulled my hand from my partner’s, slowly, deliberately. They blinked, startled by the sudden movement, their expression shifting to one of mild confusion.
“Could you… could you show me that name again?” My voice was a whisper, a ragged gasp.
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The nurse, sensing something was wrong but not understanding what, turned the file towards me. There, clear as day, was my partner’s full name printed under ‘Emergency Contact / Partner’. And beneath it, a tiny note in messy handwriting: Father of the child.
FATHER OF THE CHILD.
The oxygen left the room. My lungs seized. Every memory, every laugh, every shared dream, every comforting touch from the person beside me, twisted into a grotesque, mocking lie.
My partner’s face, a second ago filled with concern for me, was now utterly drained of color. Their eyes, wide with sudden, absolute terror, darted between me and the nurse. They knew. THEY KNEW.
The nurse, finally looking up, saw the chasm that had opened between us. She saw the terror in my partner’s eyes, the dawning, soul-crushing horror in mine. She saw the file, still open, detailing the birth of a child, a child with MY PARTNER AS THE FATHER.
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“I… I’m so sorry,” she stammered, frantically trying to close the folder, to erase what had just been revealed. “There’s been a terrible mistake. I shouldn’t have…”
But it was too late. The words were out. The truth was out.
I stood up, pushing myself off the gurney, the IV pole dragging behind me with a clatter. The pain in my gut was still there, but it was nothing. Absolutely nothing compared to the agony tearing through my chest. My partner reached for me, a desperate plea forming on their lips.
“Don’t you dare,” I hissed, the sound alien, guttural. “Don’t you DARE touch me.”
My hospital scare? It was a forgotten whisper. The universe, in its cruelest irony, had used a simple paperwork mix-up, a moment of fleeting, misplaced humor, to deliver a blow far more devastating than any diagnosis could ever be.
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I looked at the person I thought I loved, the person who had just minutes ago been my anchor. They were not my anchor. They were the storm.
And somewhere down the hall, in room 304, a woman I didn’t know was bringing a baby into the world. My partner’s baby.
My own health crisis, the reason I was there, was overshadowed by the shattering truth. The hospital, a place meant to heal, had just ripped my world apart. A lesson in humor? No. A lesson in betrayal. A lesson in the absolute, brutal capacity of the human heart to lie.
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I walked out of that room, leaving my partner frozen in silent horror, leaving my own medical results forgotten. The sterile smell of the hospital, the hum of the lights, it wasn’t just fear anymore. It was the scent of a shattered life. And it wasn’t funny. Not even a little bit.
