I always thought I was the grounded one. The sensible older sister, anchoring our wild, unpredictable family. She was the star, the vibrant supernova, effortlessly drawing everyone to her orbit. My younger sister, all laughter and reckless abandon. We were different, night and day, yet inseparable. Or so I believed.
Then came the proposal. A whirlwind of diamonds and dreams, a future suddenly tangible and shimmering before me. I was ecstatic. My life, finally, felt like it was falling into place. My fiancé, kind and steady, was everything I’d ever wanted.
We started planning the engagement party, a grand celebration to mark our journey. I envisioned her, my sister, right there beside me, glowing with reflected joy, helping me pick out everything, hyping me up.
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But she wasn’t.
She started to fade, almost imperceptibly at first. The sparkle in her eyes dimmed. Her quick, easy smile became a strained effort, a polite curve of the lips that didn’t reach her eyes. Is she just tired? I wondered. Is she maybe a little jealous? I pushed the thought away, ashamed. That wasn’t her. She was always genuinely happy for me.
“Hey,” I’d say, catching her alone in the kitchen, picking at her food. “Are you okay? You seem… quiet.”
She’d shrug, a fragile movement. “Just a bit stressed. Work’s been crazy.” Her voice was thin. She was losing weight, too, her clothes hanging a little looser. Her usually meticulously styled hair looked neglected, pulled back carelessly.
I tried harder. “Listen, it’s my engagement party! This is supposed to be fun! Come help me choose the floral arrangements. Or pick the playlist! Your taste is so much better than mine.” I tried to inject levity, to pull her back into the light. I wanted her to be a part of it, to share in my happiness. I wanted her to be herself again.
She just offered that faint, ghost-like smile. “You’ve got it all handled. It’ll be beautiful.” Her eyes darted away. There was a wall around her, thick and silent.
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A part of me, the old, resentful part, wanted to snap. Why can’t you just be happy for me? This is a big moment! But the bigger part, the sister who loved her more than words, felt a growing dread. This wasn’t like her. This wasn’t just stress. This was a silent scream I couldn’t decipher.
I sat her down one evening, forcing her to look at me. “Please,” I pleaded, my voice soft. “Tell me what’s wrong. Whatever it is, we’ll face it together. You know I will.”
Her eyes, usually so vibrant, were dull with unshed tears. She shook her head, a single tear tracing a path down her cheek. “It’s nothing, really. Just… feeling a bit off. I’ll be fine for the party, I promise.” She wiped the tear away quickly, as if ashamed of it.
I hated that I believed her. I wanted to believe her. I wanted to believe that our family’s celebration, my celebration, would magically fix whatever was bothering her. I wanted her to be the life of my party, to be her glorious, effervescent self again. So I let myself be distracted by the caterers, the guest list, the excitement building around me. I convinced myself that choosing kindness meant giving her space, not badgering her. She’ll open up when she’s ready.
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The night of the party arrived. The house was transformed, sparkling with lights and laughter. Everyone was there. My fiancé, radiating charm, moved through the crowd, his arm around me, introducing me to distant relatives. And there she was. My sister.
She wore a beautiful dress I’d picked out for her. She even tried to smile, tried to dance a little. But it was all a performance. Her eyes were still shadowed, and every now and then, I’d catch her staring into space, a profound sadness etched on her face. My fiancé came over, laughing, pulling us both into a hug. “My two favorite girls!” he said, squeezing us tight. I noticed her flinch, just a tiny, almost imperceptible tremor, but then she laughed along with us. A tiny flicker of unease sparked in my gut. She really isn’t okay.
The party ended. Days turned into weeks. She was still distant. I booked her a spa day, bought her a self-help book, tried everything I could think of to coax her back. She thanked me with that fragile smile, but the wall remained.
One afternoon, I found a crumpled doctor’s note tucked away in her discarded purse. She’d left it on the kitchen counter. My heart pounded. Maybe it’s something serious. Oh god, what if she’s really sick? My hands trembled as I unfolded it. It wasn’t a diagnosis of some terrible disease. It was something else entirely.
My breath hitched. The words blurred, then snapped into sickening focus.
“Expected Delivery Date…”
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My mind raced. Delivery? But she isn’t… she hasn’t been seeing anyone seriously for months. Who is the father? Why didn’t she tell me?
Then my eyes landed on a date in the corner. Not the EDD. A different date. The date of her first prenatal appointment. I froze.
It was the week after my engagement party.
A chilling wave of understanding washed over me, cold and relentless. My sister’s silence. Her pain. Her forced smiles. The way she flinched when my fiancé hugged us. The sudden weight loss that turned out to be morning sickness, masked by baggy clothes and excuses. Her quiet plea for me to let her be.
I read the doctor’s name, the clinic. My hands shook so violently I nearly dropped the paper. No. It can’t be. It was the same clinic my fiancé’s cousin went to. A specialized fertility clinic, but also one known for… specialized care.
I looked at the notes, the tests. Everything pointed to a timeline that made my blood run cold. She was almost five months along.
That’s when I saw it. Tucked amongst the medical jargon, a small, handwritten note from the doctor, likely for internal reference.
“Father’s identity confirmed via DNA test results from previous patient’s sample.”
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My fiancé had a fertility issue. He’d confided in me once, a long time ago, a brief, painful admission that he’d had tests done years prior. I’d forgotten about it. Dismissed it.
A previous patient’s sample.
My fiancé’s sample.
The kindness I thought I was showing her, the space I gave her, the desire for her to celebrate my festivity… It was all a monstrous irony. She wasn’t just sad for herself. She was drowning in a secret born of a betrayal so deep, so unthinkable, that she chose to bear it in silence to protect me.
She was pregnant. And the father… was my fiancé. My steadfast, loving fiancé.
SHE WAS CARRYING HIS BABY. MY SISTER WAS CARRYING MY FIANCÉ’S BABY.
AND SHE HAD BEEN HIDING IT THROUGH MY ENTIRE ENGAGEMENT.
THROUGH MY CELEBRATION.
THROUGH HER OWN SILENT CRY.
